it is very funny how my thinking differs from time to time - better say mood to mood - i guess thats what they all talk about when saying 'teenagers'
yes, obviously this thread helped me.
(notice - the following post is made in one of my good moods. it also has a big load of me talking about myself which is very uncommon
)
minipol, your impression is correct. i had a fine social life in Israel but i didnt take the right path ehre and there.. and it had built over a long time and a lot of suffering in school. bad times i dont like to think about
for my situation now it seems i've been pretty lucky - untill grade 8 i have almost never been beaten lol (only by big Groups) and then i abandoned all violence from my side because i didnt like it. at all. and i managed to live since then without a single quarrel with people.
and i took to great pains to remove my naturally
high shyness -- and surprisingly for the Last year-and-half ive been very successful. i taught myself not to be shy with girls and been successful so thats not an issue. what is is my lack of experience in beyond-friendship boy-girl relationships but hey, im only recently turned 17 and will have chances to learn, i guess.
just sometimes i feel very bored and very lonely on those evening lol because theres nothing for me to do *sigh* ohwell.
Thanks for the advice regarding karate and stuff. frankly as i said ive been avoiding fights and now dont have any knowledge there should i get into trouble (and my demeanor sometimes takes me to risks lol but ive been lucky till now) and i've always been interested in martial arts... just never took any.
ahh crap thats a lot of positive talking aint it
that girl... i wont talk about that much... but i usually talk to her every day -- that is, via MSN. she's a rare kind of computer-literate girl
we'll see where it goes. for now, i have a good mood
EDIT: minipol, thought over what you said (possible fast-forgettable crush) and thought i'd add - what you said, i've considered the option too, doesnt seem so.
[ May 23, 2003, 01:48: Message edited by: Taera ]