[narf poit chez BOOM]

what i learned in school:

the cool kids are always cool. doesn't matter how stupid they act.

but hey, if you suck up enough you might not be the #2 loser. you might be #3.

if you want to be cool, you got to wear cool clothes , have a cool haircut and beat people down.

what is cool always changes except the 'beat' part.

'cool' is stupid.

i don't want to be stupid.

i don't want to beat people down.

what this left me with:

an urge to beat jerks down.

violent rage.

cynicism.

character.

yep, the only good thing about being beat down is it can teach you to stand up. now, all i have to do is unlearn the rest...

tip: if your schools bad, change schools. if you have to, do coorospondence. homeschool. any lost social interaction ain't worth the pain. and you can always head over to your friends house(if any). if you don't have any, well, your not losing anything anyway. if home's bad, well, i have no clue.

i suppose i would have had a more enjoyable high school experience if by that time i wasn't well into not caring about any of them and not being very approchable even if someone was friendly. but i had had some experiences with people who where only friendly so they could stab me in the back.

[ January 07, 2004, 09:11: Message edited by: narf poit chez BOOM ]