ROFLOL Arcahe. I was not aware that you live in the little hole. It is too bad that your mother didn't teach you any manners. Perhaps it's not too late, huh?
You do sounds as if you are still in the tender age when it might still be possible. The alternative explanantion for your frequent tantrums is worse for you.
I don't need your permission to post in the thread that I've started, thank you very much.
I post my opinion, if you don't like it - too bad. You are free to ignore it.
As for Van and alliance - that's what I proposed to Malt myself when I bowed out of the game. I am sorry to say but you seem to have memory problem in addition to all your other issues.