It's brave to post about something like this, although I'd take advice on the Boards for what it is worth.
I had a rough time in High School as well, but I did find friends who were considered "nerds" if you please. Some of these geeks are my friends to this day. Find out if these are any gamers in your school or in the local area. That is a way to find friends who share a common bond... if not, find another area of interest, like a sport, for example.
Change your mindset and volunteer for something like Habitat for Humanity, or homeless shelter, or a local community project. You will feel good about yourself, and you can meet people this way as well.
Oh and Last but not least, never be afraid to talk it out with someone. If your school counselor is not your style, find someone who is. Do this IN PERSON. 75% of communication is nonverbal.
Too bad you are bummed out, but sometimes "just getting through" tough times is enough. Give it some time, circumstances will change, and so will your perspective.
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