OT: What is your deepest dream/desire?

[Atrocities]

1. To be able to have any women I wanted without all the bagage and bull [censored] that normally comes with them.
2. To be able to eat anything I wanted, as much as wanted, and never get fat.
3. To never have to worry about money again because I would have so much of it that it becomes meaningless to me.
4. To be above the law like all of those yuppies sob's that live here in my state now who moved here from CA.

Seriously though,
1. My deepest desire would be simply to be happy, content, at peace, comfortable, loved, and secure in both peace of mind as well as financially. To accept the deaths of my loved ones without life ending greif and despair. To be able to aford whatever I needed, wanted, or desired without ever having to worry about where the money would come from. To be healthy and to not ever get sick again say until the day I die. To never again be crippled by depression, anxiety, or fear. To meet a nice women, one who loves me for all my problems, one that I can trust, and to spend the rest of my life with her.

Stupid I know, but hey, if it can happen for some, then why not me?